"The real me"

I was always the kind of a girl,

And very precious like the pearl;

I always pretend to be strong which I’m not,

Because kind hearted people are always troubled in many ways a lot.

People think of me to be arrogant,

But I forgive them because they are ignorant;

Friends think of me to be foolish,

The moment I tell them I want to learn Spanish.

The thoughts which I sometimes do share,

There is only some people who seem to care;

I never plan the things I need to do,

As I end up changing my mind whenever I do.

I don’t know what I’ll do in my life,

But maybe in future I can become a good wife;

There is a dream which every night I  see,

But I forget it the moment I have my morning tea.

Singing and dancing around here and there,

Trying hard to eliminate from within all my fear;

I am always in some kind of a dilemma,

Grateful that I get advice from my mamma and papa.

Trying to find out my passions and interest,

Hope to sort it out before I go for eternal rest;

The ultimate aim of my life is to be happy,

Which really sounds sweet and taffy.

I want to walk with my love holding hand in hand,

And wake up in a very foreign land;

I love my family, friends and hanging out with them,

And trying to live my life the best possible way I can.

I also love and care for my pet,

They are the ones with whom I share my sorrows when I’m upset.

Sometimes I really dive deep into my imagination,

Which is full of stories of fascination;

There are some things that troubles my tiny little mind,

And I can’t help myself from acting like I’m blind.

The things that I always do for good,

End up with some mess because of my bad mood;

Trying hard to do everything right,

Hope to make my future bright.

I am not really a hardcore,

Things are becoming complicated nowadays more and more;

Life is long and I need to go on to the shore,

As I have yet more new things to explore.

But sometimes I feel like I’m in a jail,

Expect there will be someone who will give me the bail;

This is Ana, a little all about me,

I believe one day, I’ll be able to set myself free…………

                                       ——————-Arpana Chetia.